the world is - because i am

i began

my being

as an awakening

of the union of two individual existence

as a de- novo independent entity


with me i carried no baggage of karmic leftovers

and when i opened my eyes to the world

all i had was clean slate


i grew up

learning from the stimulus of euthenics environment

as a tightrope walker between the blurring lines

of good and bad

of lies and truth

of sin and virtue

in the shades of gray in a polaroid world


i found the difference sometimes amusing

and other times intriguing

there were no finite measures of fidelity

the verdict was subjective to perception parallax


the world exists

as an interwoven complex of contradictions


god sees everyone as equal yet he will adjudge you...

he is compassionate but being infidel is a sin

he is forgiving yet the flames of hell await you

accumulate karmic dividends by acts of virtue

and you will reap their merit ad-infinitum

sin and be born again as a lesser mortal

to suffer the hangover of your act


amorphous anthropogenic lies

of action and reaction complexes

cajoling, coercing , confusing...


the world is - because i am

relationships exist -because i acknowledge them

responsibilities are- because i fulfill them


there are gods- because i worship them

not the other way around

and i am because i have a conscious

the conscious which was born

of the union of two individual existence

as a de- novo independent entity


my conscious

is not the center of existence

it is an iota in the infinite vastness

a negligible entity of existent energy

energy which can neither be created not destroyed

but will change form

without accumulated karmic dividends

without being adjudged

without suffering flames of hell