return of the lost spring ( experimenting surreal poetry in free form)

E A S Y
it was,
for YOU

to c#anze the wOrld i believed in...
youcameyouchangedandyouwent away ......
'blissfully' :))
ignorant about == autumn equinox ==
leaving me @ ##stranded in a sordid squalid##
to stand along the lengtheningshadows...............
and gather [{()}} fallen leaves

as the daylight deficit
into an eloooongated polar w,i,n,t,e,r ,
an urge of -----emotional hibernation------ ///eclipsed/// reason
to survive the ::::frigid:::: eternity::::: of :::::a:::: dry::::: ice::::::: glacier::::::::::::::::::::
(wrapped)
in a notional warmth ~~~ of steadfastness
to live
with + out UOU (you)

dRunk
on a surreal cOnCoCtIoN of Imaginative REALITY
h*a,ll-u**c,i;n:a_t 1n^g salvation
with w i d e ) open ( eyes
i know
i will keep chANngiNG
___subliming*****
m=e=t=a=m=o=r=p=h=o=s=i=n=g
into extinction
{what will remain
is the (notion of)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>[return of the lost spring]}!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!