mindscape

the entropy of being alive 

spaks a million contradictions 

as sensory impulses 

short-circuit over synaptic gaps 

and project a chimera 

of in-finite haves and finite have- nots

and

the wandering mind

fluid 

in unison with this flux

rides a sine wave of imaginations 

oscillating between

the trough of deeds and crest of desires 

the troughs are shallow

and the crests are steep 

and this imbalance 

imponderable and inconsistent 

adds infinite deviations of hyperbolic nature 

to what would have been 

a peaceful mind

i 

have to learn 

to live 

in consonance 

with 

this chaotic calm within me