perception

Ice is fire
Fire is ice
Heat is a temporal perception

.....

Today

i have put sanity to rest

and now i feel

i am at my best

how long

can one put to test

conviction

on what he rests

and

when all answers are jest

what else 

can it manifest

appeals

requests

protests

all i now detest

So

the sanity at rest

and

i am at my best

perception

Short days

Long nights

Falling leaves

Barren trees

......

Fall

......

Winter

........

Spring

change

everything 
changes

animate 
inanimate

change 
is 
neutral 

neither
good
nor
bad

what
colours it
is
our
imaginations
and
expectations

change
is relative

subjected to
parallax
and
perception
of the observer

and
as time runs its course
changes unfold

i am
changing
in continumm
so
you are

but the question is
whether
are we are changing for each other

A day of agony

1.

lets end what had never began


2.

a Eulogy of sorts

Burn
Burry

Decompose
Decay

Whatever

Something will remain forever


2

Who cares
What comes of you
Weather you wilt or wither
Why it should be
When winds are free

3

The
Ups
The
downs
The
wise
The
clowns

4

Retrograde
Repulsive
receeding
restricting

rusting

receding 

Redeeming!!

5

I am out of my mind
Sanity not to be find
Am I fore, am i hind
Uncooth, absurd, unkind
some loose, some bind
With eyes, i am blind

6

Fog
Ahead

Smoke
Behind

clarity
Nowhere to find

turn back
Gloom
Right ahead
Doom

Burn the bridge
and
Fall

Feel
Free air

7

i
wonder
am i a joke
juggled around
in every stroke
and
bear smiling
every yoke
and
suffocate
and
choke
dangling on hope

8

Measuring
Weighing
Balance
Swaying
Silence
Saying

Who is going
What is staying

9

Bend
Bend
break
Shatter

Matter is indestructable

sometimes

sometimes
when the sunshines
i wish to hold it forever
but then
neither the time belongs to me
nor the sun

in continuum

road ends
where
earth bends